I'm listening to nothing
I'm feeling lost
I'm wishing this didn't hurt so bad

Yeah... things are going less than well right now... kevin and I are no longer together...at all. I don't really want to get into it, so I'll leave it at that.
It is difficult...and I don't understand... doubt I ever will ...but life sucks like that, and so do boys.
Also we are having issues with our fone line...so I wont be back online for another three weeks- sucks I know.

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground

Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down