I'm listening to headache
I'm feeling
I'm wishing

It was my girls dad's funeral today. Four fire engines escorted them to the curch and there was a big gaurds thing lining the path to the church. I've never seen such a huge church so full. It was a nice service though, had one of the guys from his watch (he was a fireman) up there talking and he made everyone laugh... I was fine until I hear Sara crying... and then at the crematoriam... she just broke down, and that got to me so bad... its when the cutains close.... ugh. They sang one of the hymns that we had at Liams... that "then sings my soul, my savior god to thee..." and that got me. Ugh i hate funerals. My head hurts. My poor girl.