I'm listening to \"Im a different person... turn my world around...\"
I'm feeling I'm hungry...
I'm wishing I hadn't spent all day in work today

Its sad. My girls dad died today- remember he was sick with cancer? its so harsh. He was the greatest guy... he was a fireman... the funniest guy ever... he bred rabbits as a hobby- loved animals... would tease me all day long about my being so short...

Sara's okay... shes been expecting it - but even when you're expecting it realising it is still difficult.

I don't know what I'd do if I lost my dad... he's like the best guy in the world... I love him so much... Its like your dad is the strongest guy you know... seeing him hurt or cry is so hard and so shocking.

My parents go away on sunday... off to crete for a couple weeks, my dad feels so huilty for leaving me here alone ;) I don't mind... I don't particularly like living alone but I'll deal ;) Gem is staying on monday night and braiding my hair... Sara will probably come spend some time here... depending on her family and such... and of course My girls online will keep me company ;)

I had the couchiest woman come though my checkout today. I hate couchy people. I just have to smile sweetly and make it impossible for them to hate me.

Ugh it was like... so hot today... and I was stuck in work from 10-7 broke my heart! But we're looking and tons of sun over the next couple of weeks! whoo!