I'm listening to Ja Rule- Put it on me
I'm feeling I shouldn't spend so much money on cosmetics
I'm wishing My dad was the president of Clinique and Lancome

I love will smith. I really do. I have ever since fresh prince when I was like 10. *sigh*

Anyway. I went shopping today and spent £170 on make up and beauty products. *sigh* I need to learn to stop.

I had something completely interesting to talk about but now I can't remember what.... its irritating.

My brother is totally into this girl he's seeing. Its been six months... I'm getting scared ;) What the hell is wrong with him? I mean she's a nice girl and all- quite pretty and such... but Ben's not the type to settle down. He's never got married or anything he tells me... we'll see... I reckon I'll be buying a big white hat before too long.

You know ... its suddenly hit me...my Ja has a funny name when you keep saying it and looking at it...